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[04 Aug 2006|11:35pm] |
QUOTE:
"i'll be unhappy just so the world will be happy"
TRANSLATION :
I'll be unhappy just so rochelle is happy.
BUT THIS IS WHAT YOU REALLY WANT. :
I'LL BE HAPPY WHILE ROCHELLE IS UNHAPPY.
im confusing. dont bother trying to understand. im a fucking mess.
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[01 Aug 2006|06:00pm] |
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just when i think something good is ganna happen.. everything gets real fucked up.. really fast.
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[14 Jun 2006|06:05pm] |
& i forgot to mention the
broken heart - - fallen
tears//shaking hands &
the [wishing i was dead]
feeling when you asked me
IF I WAS OKAY </3
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[10 Jun 2006|01:15am] |
shes got something i'll never have....
him.
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[06 Jun 2006|10:21pm] |
*A BR0KEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.
* A BR0KEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.
*A BR0KEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears.
*A BR0KEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.
*A BR0KEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.
*A BR0KEN HEART is pretending to not care what his friends are saying about you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.
*A BR0KEN HEART is screaming & begging for a second chance inside.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the emptiness & heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.
*A BR0KEN HEART is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."
*A BR0KEN HEART is seeing him, & even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do, you decide to walk away.
*A BR0KEN HEART is listening to that one song that makes you break down over & over again.
*A BR0KEN HEART sometimes means: not wanting to go on.
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[13 May 2006|04:45pm] |
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i think i could cry listening to nick lacheys new CD.. really
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[02 May 2006|09:52pm] |
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Okay, happy?No, far from it like 10000000 miles away.I mean seriously what the fuck was I thinking starting all this?And due to the fact that I AM SO FUCKING NEIVE, I can't stop it either. I treat people so damn good and then this is what I get. I am the dumbest girl ever.And yet there are so many things I wanna say on here but I can't. So I am ganna find another journal right now, one that the whole world can't read.
comment?
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[22 Apr 2006|05:56pm] |
t may be my family's redneck nature
Rubbin' off, bringin' out unlady-like behavior
It sure ain't Christian to judge a stranger
But I don't like her
She may be an angel who spends all winter
Bringin' the homeless blankets and dinner
A regular Nobel Peace Prize winner
But I really hate her
I'll think of a reason later
I drew horns and blacked out her tooth with a marker
Childish, yes, but she made such a thin little target
I couldn't be happier on my own
But I've got the slightest of a jealous bone
And seein' her with him tends to enlarge it
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[16 Apr 2006|09:55pm] |
-"I like your shoes."
-"Thanks, can I follow you?"
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[28 Mar 2006|05:30pm] |
i love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. i love that it takes you an hour & a half to order a sandwich. i love that you get a little crinky in your nose when you're looking at me like i'm nuts. i love that after i spend a day with you, i can still smell your perfume on my clothes & i love that you are the last person i want to talk to before i go to sleep at night. & it's not cause i'm lonely. i came here tonight cause when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
-When Harry Met Sally
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[07 Mar 2006|08:51pm] |
I am updating this thing like every 10 minutes.
I set myself up for it I really did.
I keep listening to songs over and over I hate it.
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[07 Mar 2006|08:10pm] |
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You wanna know what the truth is?I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time.But I can't just be your buddy, because as much as I enjoy the concept of being "just friends" in reality, it's a bizarre form of torture and i'm just not willing to participate in it.
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[07 Mar 2006|08:03pm] |
i got my hopes up
i am stupid
i knew he'd do that
i should of never believed it
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[04 Mar 2006|11:19pm] |
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im bipolar
i hate the computer
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[04 Mar 2006|11:18pm] |
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HOW COULD OF I BEEN SO FUCKING STUPID TO THINK WE COULD BE TOGETHER AGAIN?
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[23 Feb 2006|08:19pm] |
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First off I would like to thank my first block teach for making me and probably most of the class feel like there is no point in going to college.I had the worst day, that pissed me off all day and I just was not up for anything.Then when I get to softball for out third game I am sitting the bench once again.I DO NOT UNDERSTAND I amjust as good or better then anyone on that team yet I am on the bench.I could have been doing my fucking Biology and my Algebra..but I had to sit there and watch everyone play BUT ME.My mom told me I could quit.. I mean we suck anyways so it wouldn't be my loss. The chances of me quitting are about 80% because I just don't wanna be a quitter..but then again this is going to be JUST LIKE VOLLEYBALL. Nobody has no idea how frustrated I am. and just to clarify something AND I WANT YOU BACK..CAN'T YOU TELL haha? I am about to read a book called Boy Meets Bot I think it might drag me away from my problems into reading about someone elses.. well I better update my complaining.
♥ = yea right
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[22 Feb 2006|08:57pm] |
You can never forget your first love,
because from then on your are constantly
comparing them to all the others.
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[21 Feb 2006|10:35pm] |
i dont like the way i feel
i dont like it at all
but it wont go away
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[23 Jan 2006|06:10pm] |
no matter what you do to
me i`m still here -- for
some crazy reason i`ll s
tick around through the
bad times and the fights.
i`ll make up exscuses for
why you didn`t call, why
you never cared.I'll keep
coming back for more even
when you push me away. i
think i`m just staying ar
ound so that one day when
i finally do leave for go
od, you`ll look back && s
ay wow.. that girl really
did love me.
SO FUCKING ME.
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[19 Jan 2006|08:55pm] |
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I got a nice grill... believe me, it's sweet.
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